hypnotic

2006-10-23T23:32:00.000+08:00

CLOSURE

2006-10-06T20:46:00.000+08:00

i've gotta revamp

i'm been too lazy to blog.
too lazy to go online.bah.
wait for me to revamp.

2006-09-20T22:13:00.000+08:00

yes. oh my god, work ended at 12 vish yesterday.
was dying, but me and bellio went wild and crazy.
running around shouting "GADO GADO", and going crazy.
we didn;t take any photos though cos' after all we were WORKING,
but the guy in charge said he would forward some photos he took.
seriously, it was tiring man, but we met tonnes of people,
from brunei, to iraq, to washington dc, duh, it's the imf!
plus, mp's all were there, my dad was suppose to come too
but he was too tired.oh wells, bellio stayed over
cos; we reached home sobloody late,
and my tummy was crying out i swear.
bel said it was gastric and made me eat and eat and eat.

the other good news?

mum's back from New York!
yipee.
ally's back from Aussie too!

fkjdgaddjfh

beaded teardrops,
and heartwarming letters,
wrapped into a word.

goodbye.

2006-09-16T22:37:00.000+08:00

Itunes: The Album Leaf-In a Safe Place

i haven't updated in such a long while,
i started work today, alot has been going on.
school just ended and work has started today.
visual comp block was a good block, very well-paced,
i enjoyed it alot. hope i do well at least.

i;ve been so lazy to do anything, i;m such bum!
i swear, even going online is like some big chore.
stace was "tsk tsk-ing" me so i had better update too.
I MISS ALLY! are you back yet?
i think i miss the entire world,seriously.
my parents are in new york,
i teared when i left the house that morning,
i didn't want mummy to see so i just walked out.
i didn;t want her to go.

work today was ok-ok,
brendan and maj-o's friend dropped by for like a few mins.
my first day of work...
well, alot to remember, handphone plans, invoice, maxonline,
pricing. ARGH i;m brain maximising!
but i'm doing just alright. i hope things get better.
tuesday is the IMF work thing i can;t wait to see bellio again,
her poor toe! the 1.5 kg of tuna thingy fell on her foot while
working at subway, then she needed to drill some hole into
the nail to remove the blood clot. eck, the sound of it.
got the costumes from rafidah already, well I MISS YOU girl,
havent seen her since o level result collections! thank goodness
i could see u on friday.
missed dave's mums bd- cos mum is in NYC so she kinda told me
that i shouldn;t go out and stuff and i just had to be a good girl.

off xoxo

runaway goodbyes,
tainted tears sing out a loud cry.
piercing eyes,
i wanted that broken dream.

2006-09-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

the ground is already hard

where it has been dug in.

i know what to say

but it's incorrect to say it

sorry for not update for forever, well alot has been going in my life.
alot alot! - shrugs.

school!
yes tonnes of painting for vis co this week,
thankfully tml is the last day painting.
but thank goodness everything is much even-ly paced,which is good.
and class is fun though quiet. but there's stace,faith
,bernice,shirley,amanda,kai en all so it's a good thing!

job?
yes you heard me right, i may be gonna work in some handphone retail
shop thing thing.nearby my place
.AND plus plus i;m gonna do some waitress-ing
for the IMF thing on the 19th with bellio.
(p.s fidah thanks too!)

and my precious?

words can;t express it.
sometimes we live in denial
and much confusion.
world winds and strong swirls.
my heart still beats for you,
keeping up the rhythm,
despite random circumstances.

&onlyyou.

2006-08-28T12:04:00.000+08:00

weird sushi

and tonnes of

max brenner

2006-08-22T22:39:00.000+08:00

"i don't know where we can have class, we can;t go right, we can;t go left,
somebody could you please advice me, we we we can;t use the AVA here,
not here no space, we can;t go out the window?" -kj

class -in silence.

"aha, anyway i already booked lacture theatre 25.i'll make it nice and comfortable and cool
then i;ll ask you guys to come down"-kj

class-burst out in laughter.

YES

that was indeed my first day of school since 4 weeks of slack slack slack
my tummy has been hurting so badly i don;t know what;s wrong.
class was seriously with occasionally burst of randomly weird laughters.
funny guy - kj.
met dave for lunch at cafe cartel, however the pizza just wasn;t
satisfying enough for me. argh, maybe it was my tummy.'
headed to art friend and bumped into shirley.
what a coincidence man. smiles-
urh, so that was my far that normal pathetic start-of-school day.
i was glad i met him though, real glad.

i miss bellio, and charissa, vina, lydia, huifen.
i miss ally,shannon, carmen.
i miss joanne,nat-o,vk,ailleen,majo.

2006-08-21T16:03:00.000+08:00

HTML ON BLOGGER SUCKS

toggle toggle toggle.
i have to live with the buttons that are
screwed up looking on mac computers
everything's fine on windows.
FAINTS. why can't it be standardized?

anyhow, revamp revamp.
something simple.
perhaps.

2006-08-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

charissa's birthday was great fun.
met vina for prata at 11:30 then
we wandered in search for mini
cakes for charissa.tiramisu
and strawberry.it's a pity i
dont like cake.
dessert was awesome,
awesome.FREAKING AWESOME.
then we cosed and watch
"Mistress of spices"-good.
AND silly me and vina totally
forgot the miniature cakes
we got for risa. LUCKY
it strike me half way through
the movie.

i miss them tonnes.

doesn;t it look mushy and slimy.but, i swear it's one hell freaking GOOD.
vina and me.urh, i'm so bloated..but chocolate! second round!
chocolatey affair - vina darling and dear charissa
SECOND ROUNDS. eat eat eat.
sniff? sniff?
vina and charissa
TELL ME WHAT COULD BE MORE PLEASING?
say "EE..."-me and vina looking cute with her ben n jerry's!
oh sharks, it's me the MIGHTY chocolate fudge consumer.
and the finale cake (: she looks so sweet.

2006-08-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

Scream at me! i mean it- cos i spent $235 today shopping shopping shopping shopping and shopping.bummed into therese at closet affair! i swear i;m like so blur? i didn't know she and carmen was like working there, but carmen only work onsundays so yes. darn, miss her.

anyhow, the light bulb at her shop got screwed up so i walked to taka to help her get a new one,last minute carmen called and no need for the light bulb so i followed mum to get aunt shakun's nine west bag for her last gift before she flies back to the states.P.S mum's flying to the states soon too.hooray to my shopping list.- shrugs kinda feel bad saying that.

after all the hoo ha -ing , fot fruits for therese just in case she gets hungry and accompanied her for the time being since mum doing her facial.PLUS, knowing me i went for further shopping myself andgot a jacket and jeans, and shoes.what can i say? retail therapy is good/bravo/tremedously superb for the brains.really had good fun at the shop somehow, i mean i practically didn;t knowthe girl and we were chatting away like friends for years AND including to the
very very funny rjc and hcjc customer's that were eavesdropping and talking to us after trying on clothes and coming up with a spontaneous rhyme that drove us into a series of crazy crazy giggling.

what a day, im looking forward
to tommorow. really.
i felt that this week
i've been a better person as a whole.
i've made amendments in my life
-basically, if i can dare say.
otherwise, i don't even know
how i feel-a mess.

AND can someone tell me why can't all guys
in the whole wide world look this hot?
rjderuyerklgdfjkvhdygfw. gaga.

2006-08-15T15:25:00.000+08:00

OUTING WITH CHARISSA AND DAVE

met charissa for dinner at GENKI SUSHI- not bad you know,filling man! and we shared moshi and green tea ice cream for dessert, then we went to dave's shop to trick him and all, it was PLAIN DUMB but we didn;t care much.RUSHED to see the fireworks (last day last day!!) and it was sad to see that singaporeans have nothing better to do but squeeze and see fireworks because there truly is NOTHING to do in singapore.WE NEED MORE RECREATION! i mean it. what more can we do besides eat eat eat movie movie movie shop shop shop beach beach beach. it's awful. i wanna go to a circus, i wanna visit more art houses, i wanna do so much.

anyway, the day was great with charissa. we talked alot alot alot- hoped she liked her early present.dave got her Galler chocolates to go along, sweet.i'll prolly be crashing her place on thursday for a mini celebration or something.WE BOTH MISS BELLIO so much, talking about bellio because of her HIGH CAFFEINE CONSUMPTION last night,i was on the phone till 4 am with her! talked about so much, from deyi days, to our friendship and all.nothing feels better that speaking to your best friend.

2006-08-15T15:22:00.000+08:00

OUTING WITH CHARISSA AND DAVE.

2006-08-15T15:05:00.000+08:00

HELLO HELLO!

the photoshoot photos(not all though cos i haven;t got the full set) are up and up and up!

stop giggling

CLICK

2006-08-09T21:57:00.000+08:00

slept at 5 am and woke up early argh, woke up at 10+ and got ready for the shoot.really had unusual fun today, crazy crazy, lane made me into a GEISHA! lols,the pictures came out ok, i'll upload them when i receive it. claudia did some goth look which was nutty her eyelashes were WOAH, pretty pretty. she looked duper rocker. visited nanny in hospital after all the drama-mummy shoot, really rmb all the times i shared and all. i was reflecting alot after that. im on the phone now with bellio, missed her to bits i drove past her house and dropped a parcel for her - all her photos and her favourite childhood marshmallow. i miss her, alot. i;m gonna meet charissa next tuesday for dinner-vmiss her too! YEA happy happy.

and dave? i wrote a letter to him, yet to pass it though.

2006-08-08T20:59:00.000+08:00

and so was i clever enough to burn my 4 toes while cooking curry devil.
mum was grumbling at how silly i was that cooks normally get their
fingers burnt never toes and this was one silly cook-me.
i constantly AM getting nagged on alot.
my room, my clothes,my shopping,not reading my manual,getting
up too late,sleeping to late,wasting electricity. i;m going nuts,
parents nag alot nowdays-or is it just mine?

2006-08-05T17:46:00.000+08:00

Feist-Mushaboom-MV-2

this is one great video concept.
mushaboom mushaboom (:

2006-08-05T14:33:00.000+08:00

CAN PEOPLE PLEASE READ MY POST CORRECTLY, DID YOU ALL MISS THE FIRST 2 SENTENCES OF MY PREVIOUS POST. ARGH AND NO I DONT KISS GIRLS.
and if you're dmb enough to still not get it i suggest you dig out your brains.
it's a msn chat from DAVE whom is a GUY.

2006-08-02T23:49:00.000+08:00

hemademetearsobad.
ican;tseeusgone.

36:53
I’ve kissed a gal... I’ve kissed gals. I just haven’t felt that thing.... That thing... that moment when you kiss someone and everything around you becomes hazy, and the only thing in focus is you and this person. And you realize that that person is the only person you’re supposed to kiss for the rest of your life. And for one moment you get this amazing gift. And you wanna laugh and you wanna cry ‘cause you feel so lucky that you’ve found it, and so scared that it’ll go away all at the same time."

37:12
sometimes when i look back

37:14
really know

37:20
i cant help but smile

37:27
at the things we did for each other

37:33
we sacrificed

37:42
we forgave

37:50
we walked thru this road

37:54
together for so long

38:29
ur not a bad gf simone

38:37
in fact ur the best gal i ever met so far

38:38
im serious

38:50
but its jz when things aint working out anymore

38:56
mayb its jz beta to leave it like tt

38:59
and go

39:18
it nt easy for me to let go too

39:22
but its for our own gd

39:33
i want the best for u

39:38
n i bet u wan the same for me

39:51
things really cant work out anymore simone

40:03
even though how much we push it

40:09
its gonna b like tt again

40:16
simone..

40:21
its really time..

40:26
to let go

40:30
to move on

40:43
we've reached the end of the road

40:46
i hf to move on

40:51
i want to move on

40:59
i love u

41:00
i still do

41:10
but i hf to go..

41:11
really..

41:13
let mi go..

41:16
pls..?

2006-08-01T23:58:00.000+08:00

I HAVE A MACBOOK PRO
god i love my lappy.
shiggles happy. (:

2006-07-31T13:58:00.000+08:00

tunes M83 * Before Dawn Heals Us

the alarm went off at 7:30am,
but as usual i switched it off and
headed back to sleep and it seemed liked
an hour later so i decided to wake up,
it felt like 9 nish, but i slept till 11am!
spent the morning working on html coding and
sorting out my files, listening to M83 and
sipping coke.i'm getting my macbook
or macbookpro tml-i hope! i really also
have to get a number of things done before
my mum screams and pulls my hair out.

1. DO SOMETHING USEFUL
2. GET MY MAC CONFIGURATIONS
3. PRINT MY PENANG IMAGES
4. SETTLE MY DEVAINT ART
5. MORE PHOTOGRAPHY
6: MEET SHANNON AND CARMEN
7: MEET ALLY AND LIZZIE

sometimes i wish that my world
has more than 24 hours,
that i can sleep in the mornings,
and work at night.
i want to do more,
i know i can.
but what do i do?
i ponder and wonder what
life really means to me,
to see myself wasting the time
given to me,
everythings slips so easily.

2006-07-30T15:02:00.000+08:00

this is claudia
being OH-SO-COOLSHOE,
found it on the computer
and rip it off,
so oh well now you know
this is my little sis
with weird hair.

i revamped my blog, hooray. i really needed
to do something during my holidays.
anyhow my mum has been yakking at me
the whole entire time saying
i'm a TIME-WASTER and HEAVY-SLEEPY.
YES,FOR YOUR INFO I SLEEP
ALOT,ALOT ALOT.

i'm prolly meeting carmen and shannon
tommorow for lunch at townish area.
it's unfair that i'm the only one
havin holidays and i can't be with
them. - miss you guys.

2006-07-16T22:15:00.000+08:00

today is my final night i'm shedding tears
for dave, final.we have to let go, i'm hurting him,
it's all my fault. can;t stop thinking how sad i've
been making him, he's better off with another girl.
another girl.another girl.

i spent the entire day watching grey's anatomy
and little britain cheers to my sorrow, sing to my pain.
i'm still sniffing and coughing slightly,
the problem is that i need rest yet i';m super unwillingly to sleep.
i;m glad typo work is done!
ADOBE ILLUSTRATOR like crashed 4 times on m and damaged my files?
and i had to REDO LIKE fcuking alot of times?
then rushing to the print shop when it's about to close
in 15 mins was a nightmare, thank god it's all finished.
i'm left with photography! -beams-

i think i need more Psapp.
it's really addictive.
check their songs out!

i have to let go, i must, i will this time.

------------------------------------

baybeats this year wasn;t as good as last years, sadly-
met carmen at city hall mrt then shannon later on cos she was late.
so many many familiar faces man.
TP people,churchies!,HEIDER!.
me and carmen almost died ahah, we were happily
snapping photos and then this guy was body surfing
and almost landed on us both of us until shannon was like
"WATCH OUT!" and guess what that guy was aaron! haha.
hilarious man, who would have suspected.
cabbed back with churchies at 12:30 they went to meet paul after that
but i didn;t follow needed rest.
haven;t seen paul in ages since the last idol show, oh well,
hope he's hanging in fine.

2006-07-13T00:05:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling under the weather right now,
the late nights are getting to me so bad.
i'm gonna puke from an over dosage of water,
i'm drinking tonnes of it.-paranoia.
i just finished typo 20 layoutsand it's 12am
and i shouldbe very much asleep
as i promised dave.
-sorry i overshort just a little.
poor him, he didn't sleep the entire night before
and still RAN for some poly 50 race?! nuts.

there's no bapho tml, i'm still choosing my song la!
it's getting confusing.
i feel like doing circle takes the square
-a non-objective protrait of karmaor
umbrellas-reactionary
or Psapp or royksopp
or sigur ros.
the list goes on.flicker flicker.fcuk.

urh.i feel like crap, ulcers, bad throat and crap.
hate to be sick, hate he entire feeling.
AND BAYBEATS is drawing near.
oh well.
can;t wait.
i pray tommorow will be a less tiring day.

tictactoe.

2006-07-06T00:18:00.000+08:00

i feel moody i don't know why.school was alright, haha we did contact sheets during bapho.yeayea! it's quite exciting to like OMG finally PRINTS! so that was fufilling. typo in the morning was like so..i duno the lesson was totally fine but i got bored after an hour and called shannon to my rescue.had lunch at business school with carmen, natasha came along after that.AND YES OH MY LA, we all slept in color studio,FOR AN HOUR!- perhaps we were all weary.i'm gonna do my enlargements tommorow, hopefully marc or mark can help me with it. i;m quite happy that i got typo work done in time though. anyhow guess i'll do other stuff now,dont feel like typing too much.

dave isn;t picking up tonight.

2006-06-26T21:53:00.000+08:00

Apartment - Patience Is Proving

coolshoe.

2006-06-26T00:37:00.000+08:00

there's a stain on your shirt,
from where you spilled the red wine.
we need to forget.

you tried so hard to get inside my head,
yet secrets i hide linger.

the mistakes i make
i fail to learn
bruises on my arms
i wish i tried harder to break the trend.

2006-06-26T00:17:00.000+08:00

revamp,it's totally not me and real simple.
well let's make do with this till creative juices flow.

today was my rotting at home day,
was feeling gloomy and blue,
guess i slept it all off.

i'm meeting ally tml morning,
cant wait to fiddle with my camera again,
then maybe head to carmen's.
and i'm going WAKEBOARDING.
well,maybe.trg is from 6-9,
i just wanna get the feel of things and all.
i wanna break away from my basic timetable,
it's the only chance to escape from stress
and keep fit? perhaps.
dave reminded me about my shity time management
and not to join, i don't know any longer.

i hate fights,
he wants to be with you,
no he doesn't.
it's all like ink splats again white sheets,
scarring and hurting.
wish he knew.

i miss amabel.
shucks.

2006-06-25T00:21:00.000+08:00

penang06 copyright;ruth

somewhere out there
i know i'll find myself,
the real me,
the one who is freed
from entanglement.
the one that hopes.
seeking courage to be strong
and to brush away false hopes.
i want to find myself,
the perfect mirror of me.

2006-06-24T22:52:00.000+08:00

yesterday was perfect i went to the beach with dave and all, had a good dinner, great dessert.spent good time together and all, everything was soso perfect too perfect. well i duno he found out i did some video a long time ago for seniors and didn;t tell him so he got all pissed and now angry again.feel so crappy.

i didn;t care even though u slapped me and strangled and pushed me and scarred my arm. can;t you just let bygones be bygones? i have forgiven you, have you?

2006-06-16T00:40:00.000+08:00

Dr Fund and Cr thinking,people just dont understand that i'm just so exhausted, busy, weary, tired what so ever? After i come back from school i just throw all the bags one side and jump onto the couch and sigh.It's good to be home sometimes after a long day.But i don't know, i guess we're all suffering the blues and all.

I was talking to carmen during lunch and thankfully i'm not the only one who feels like puking after a few bites of lunch.I tend to get so so over hungry till wind gets inside the tummy and you start feeling nausea and sick then the food is all wasted away.Everyone in design school is like falling sick and all? goodness. shannon fainted that day, ally has high fever she has been missing class - miss her bad cos the seat beside me is EMPTY!, germaine didn't come today due to an eye infection.Sometimes, you just feel so trapped and consumed i fear- i don't know.

I'll be headed to Penang from saturday to monday and i;m glad to be bringing my NIKON F80 with me! i kinda got the hang of it after all the "pop-quizee" that tim gave me! hilariously funny man.so,click click.YOUR HAND CAN HURT AT SOME ANGLES WHILE SHOOTING-god, i take so bloody fcuking long to compose an photo.hate myself for that at times.well, im happy and i love my nikon baby.

2006-06-06T17:12:00.000+08:00

this week has been pretty hectic and all!i was down with a fever on saturday.argh, i hate getting sick but that;s also cause everyone in my drawingfund class was sniff sniffs.me and my nonsense,LOW IMMUNE,argh.

saturday

met majo,aileen and jo in church to help aunty diane do face painting for small kids! omg omg omg. haha i totally almost-screwed up a poor little boy's face.HE ASKED ME TO PAINT HIM AS A ZEBRA!! duhduh, he had to choose some hard stuff for me? then i rushed off to suntec for the photo montage thingy with charissa and her other girl friend.i met chai's friends too - justin and stephanie they sat behind us and all of us chilled at starbucks during the one hour interval thing.we had talks from 3 photographers. rock star photography by edmund sung, extreme photography by stefen chow, and fashion photography by geoff ang.it was tiring though.dave sent me home and once i got in the car that was it STRAIGHT to doctor's as i was running a fever.head was spinning, felt so zombie-ish.

sunday

god knows how i spent my sunday, sleeping away my fever.

monday and today

yesyes i was rushing through my sketches yesterday, was walkin around my garden and getting irritated by the humidity of singapore-global warming i swear.after 5 pm i started to get really crazy scared and stuff.i just need to be on time do everything fast and end it well, i'm not really the heck late kinda person so i hyperventilate when it starts to get late.oh well, when i went to school i realised i was doing work quite fast but i can;t slack right now got to get back to my work soon soon.oh wells, design school can be stressful.

dave came to school with me today, bad bad bad, why are things like that? he grabbed my arms so tightly and squashed it.hate you when you do that - really do.go out with your other girl, go.

-

2006-05-31T21:36:00.000+08:00

VOTE FOR PAUL 1900-112-1905.

CURRENTLY HATING

DAVE SEAH

i had a good day today, oh well
i'm super temperamental nowdays,
it totally sucks too i know.
i hate dave, i hate him.
even if i don't i have to.
so it's fucking too bad that i do.
i hate all of them too, along with him.

i wish i could bleed to death,
although it sounds suicidal,
but there are times i just wanna give up,
lose hope.
3 years spent with one guy and
suddenly everything's over.

i hate you, hate you like pure decay.

2006-05-29T21:51:00.000+08:00

this was me, 4 1/2 years old.
so still.
tsk.

2006-05-27T23:42:00.000+08:00

singapore rocks i assure you,
it really does,
it takes half and hour to get a taxi.
how brilliant is that?
someone should do something.
argh.

2006-05-24T02:48:00.000+08:00

it's so depressing to watch me and him like this,
but i just have to let go in order to move on,
i have to.

today was quite a hectic day,
color was slack,
but i was marketing all the way,
we were all so tired.
after school, me shan liz helped
bob with his photoshoot thingy.
it was mighty hilarious?!
i'll update photos and all tml
for now cross your fingers and
pray bob's photos turn out fine
so he;ll not kill 3 of us!

2006-05-22T19:42:00.000+08:00

Dave,

today marks the end of our long relationship
19 mths has gone by so quickly,
doesn;t it seem?
i loved you so much.
so so much.

Simone.

2006-05-21T12:31:00.000+08:00

i've changed my blog layout and
gave the picture perfect layout to vina.
go check her blog!

i hate things now,
how they turned out,
we're fighting every second.
racing thoughts.
it hurts so bad.
fcuk.

2006-05-16T22:19:00.000+08:00

I AM COW
HEAR ME MOO
I WEIGH TWICE AS MUCH AS YOU
AND I LOOK GOOD ON A BBQ
(elizabeth law's poem-)

i feel grumpy.
emo, grumpy.
crap.
i went mad today,
said things i dont normally say
to others.
man, i feel bad.

2006-05-11T23:37:00.000+08:00

Are we really that stupid?
In case you needed further proof
that the human race is
doomed through stupidity,
here are some actual
label instructions on consumer
goods i found on some website:

On Sears hair dryer:
Do not use while sleeping.

On a bag of Fritos:
You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside.

On a bar of Dial soap:
Directions: Use like regular soap.

On some Swanson frozen dinners:
Serving suggestions: Defrost.

Printed on the bottom of Tesco Tiramisu dessert:
Do not turn upside down.

On Marks and Spencer Bread Pudding:
Product will be hot after heating.

On packaging for a Rowenta iron:
Do not iron clothes on body.

On Boot's Children's Cough Medicine:
Do not drive a car or operate machinery after taking this medication.

On Nytol Sleep Aid:
Warning: May cause drowsiness.

On most brands of Christmas lights:
For indoor or outdoor use only.

On a Japanese food processor:
Not to be used for the other use.

On Sainsbury's peanuts:
Warning: Contains nuts.

On an American Airlines packet of nuts:
Instructions: open packet, eat nuts.

On a child's Superman costume:
Wearing of this garment does not enable you to fly.

On a Swedish chain saw:
Do not attempt to stop chain with your hands or genitals.

On a toboggan:
Beware: Sledge may develop high speed under certain snow conditions.

On a knife sharpener:
Caution: knives are sharp.

On shin pads for cyclists:
Shin guards cannot protect any part of the body they do not cover.

On a take away coffee cup:
Caution: Hot beverages are hot.

Emergency safety procedures at a US summer camp:
In case of flood, proceed uphill. In case of flash flood proceed uphill quickly.

In a microwave oven manual:
Do not use for drying pets.

On the back of a pilot's seat in a Nato aircraft:
Seat must be facing forward for take-off and landing.

On the bottom of a cola bottle:
Do not open here.

On a Harry Potter wizards broom:
This broom does not actually fly.

On a box of aspirin:
Do not take if allergic to aspirin.

On a bottle of laundry detergent:
Remove clothing before distributing in washing machine.

On a muffin packet:
Remove wrapper, open mouth, insert muffin, eat.

In a kettle instruction manual:
The appliance is switched on by setting the 'ON/OFF' button to the 'ON' position.

On a ketchup bottle:
Instructions: Put on food.

On a bottle of rum:
Open bottle before drinking.

A car park sign:
Entrance only. Do not enter.

A sign in a street in Hong Kong:
Beware of people.

Rules on a tram in Prague:
Beware! To touch these wires is instant death. Anyone found doing so will be persecuted.

Sign on newly-renovated ramp entrance, USA:
Take care: new non-slip surface.

On a can of air freshener:
For use by trained personnel only.

On a bottle of baby lotion:
Keep away from children.

On a pair of socks bought in egypt:
Do not wash.

On a 500-piece jigsaw puzzle:
Some assembly required.

On a can of pepper spray used for self defense:
May irritate eyes.

On a Frisbee:
Warning: may contain small parts.

In a car handbook:
In order to get out of car, open door, get out lock doors, and then close doors.

On a packet of cashew nut pieces:
Warning: This product may contain residue of nuts.

Directions for mosquito repellant:
Replacing battery: replace old battery with a new one.

On a birthday card for a one year old:
Not suitable for children aged under 36 months or less.

In a hotel bedroom:
Please do not turn on TV except when in use.

In a lift in a Japanese hotel:
Push this button in case anything happens.

On a toilet cleaning brush:
Do not use orally.

On a can of Spray paint:
Do not spray in your face.

On a TV remote:
Not Dishwasher safe.

On a blowtorch:
Not used for drying hair.

On a washing machine inn a launderette:
No small children.

On a bottle of hair dye:
Do not use as Ice Cream topping.

On a push along lawn mower:
Not to be used as a hedge trimmer.

On a box of fireworks:
Do not put in mouth.

On the packaging for a wrist watch:
Warning this is not underwear! Do not attempt to put in pants.

In a dishwasher manual:
Do not allow children to play in dishwasher.

On a toaster:
Do not use underwater.

On a mattress:
Do not attempt to swallow

2006-05-10T20:22:00.000+08:00

i want to hold your hand,
walk the spaces of our lives.
try to be there,
i want to be there.
tears unfold,
a hidden side unspoken.

dave and i are talking
about breaking up on our
19th month anniversary?

2006-05-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

there are times you feel like,
puffing a bloody ciggarette,
and wasting time away.
there are times when i hide,
so that nothing prevails.
but you can tell,
no matter how happy i tend to be,
i'm still hurt badly inside.

today's my 19th month with dave,
yet because of me he's angry.
i really don't understand,
why i always go wrong.
i really don;t,
every single problem-it's me.

what's the point?
what's the point of having me,
dave, you deserve better,
happy anniversary.

2006-05-01T15:39:00.000+08:00

am i going?

2006-05-01T15:19:00.000+08:00

scream alleluia!
yes yes yes,
i've finished a new layout.
i'm glad,i'm happy.
anyhow, things are good for me.
went to indochine on saturday
with dave and his classmates
to watch chelsea vs man-u.
oh i met sherri and ally at far east,
they were going for green grass,
sorry everyone i missed it.

anyhow,school starts proper
tommorow-i can't wait,
it's been too long since my brains
cracked up stuff.
TP design school - hurray!

2006-04-23T22:09:00.000+08:00

to dave

i'm sitting here shivering,
are you able to see my fear?
I LOVE YOU so much?
so so much, so much that i'm bleeding.
i feel lyk suffocating myself till i die.
love me.

2006-04-23T21:54:00.000+08:00

WHY DEAR? WHY? DO I NOT TREAT YOU GOOD?

davey *openupurheartletmeintakeurtearsawaynmakemiscream says:
find sum1 else k
davey *openupurheartletmeintakeurtearsawaynmakemiscream says:
really
davey *openupurheartletmeintakeurtearsawaynmakemiscream says:
time to go
davey *openupurheartletmeintakeurtearsawaynmakemiscream says:
GET OUT OF EACH OTHER'S LIFE
davey *openupurheartletmeintakeurtearsawaynmakemiscream says:
PLEASE
DAVESEAHGIMCHUAN I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH - but do you? says:
sigh
davey *openupurheartletmeintakeurtearsawaynmakemiscream says:
GET OUT OF MY LIFE
DAVESEAHGIMCHUAN I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH - but do you? says:
sigh
davey *openupurheartletmeintakeurtearsawaynmakemiscream says:
GET OUT OF MY LIFE
davey *openupurheartletmeintakeurtearsawaynmakemiscream says:
I RATHER HF SUM1 ELSE
davey *openupurheartletmeintakeurtearsawaynmakemiscream says:
get it
davey *openupurheartletmeintakeurtearsawaynmakemiscream says:
pls
davey *openupurheartletmeintakeurtearsawaynmakemiscream says:
jz go
davey *openupurheartletmeintakeurtearsawaynmakemiscream says:
can
DAVESEAHGIMCHUAN I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH - but do you? says:
..
davey *openupurheartletmeintakeurtearsawaynmakemiscream says:
f off la
davey *openupurheartletmeintakeurtearsawaynmakemiscream says:
CAN ANOT

2006-04-23T21:44:00.000+08:00

WHY DO YOU TREAT ME LIKE THIS?
WHY DAVE?
WHY?
WHY DO YOU TREAT ME LIKE THIS?
WHY? I LOVE YOU SO MUCH?
IT HURTS

2006-04-23T20:05:00.000+08:00

ok i just finished IGNITE design camp (: well it wasn't that bad, you know me and camp. blah my throat hurts.SORE SORE SORE! i missed dave alot during camp, like alot alot alot! anyway, i went dragon boating! represented design school with deedee,jessline,lin-na,zan,alot alot, junior all girls team. fun fun fun! anyway i can;t wait for PROPER WORK to start - but i know when it comes i'll be regreting it alot.blah.

entrapment.
siding my hands through yours.

2006-04-10T14:33:00.000+08:00

ok today's like the biggest biggest day.
our 18 month, 1 year and 6 months!!
i'm like so elated so so.
rahh ok gtg at office!
(:

2006-04-07T11:17:00.000+08:00

ok so i got busted for my expenses which were in fact much more than $345,it was way way much more and i too got busted for my handphone bills which exceeded by alot alot alot alot.ok, rahh fcuk my tummy is cramping so badly and i'm in the office shivering and hovering and wrapping myself up and wanting to scream my bloody lungs out cos it's hurting so bad, i feel like puking.i just feel bad alright.what an unlucky day, bird's poo dropped on my hand too.pity me alright? blah my tummy's so pain i dun think i can write on, i;m bored yet but irritated and wanting to scream out loud.i need dave now, now now.gosh,it hurts.

sorry.

2006-04-03T11:33:00.000+08:00

i've been shopping too much-perhaps? with ally ever since work begun, with dave, with nadine, with myself! gosh.
*counts.

-my black bag(ink)($23)
-collage tee($25)
-dave's shirt($20)
-black tee with band ($20)
-2 tank tops(topshop-$32)
-dave's anniversary tee(topshop-$36)
-black three quarters(topshop-$73)
-yellow longish top(topshop-$43)
-accessory thingy(topshop-$33)
-undies-(topshop-$18)

total expenses:$323

what esle i need? and estimated prices.ugh.
-1 denim skirt claudia USED COUNTLESS TIMES:$30
-1 denim three quarters:$40
-2 jackets:$50
-1 pointy shoe:$20
-1 pump (white\black):$30-40
-my guess bag:$160
-another bag for school:$30
-3 more tops? (i'm being silly here.):$60

price yet paid:$425

what's wrong with me? argh.

2006-04-01T15:05:00.000+08:00

it's a shame how some guys treat girls nowdays.
it's a shame,despicable.

the words that you render,
the violent pushes,
and harsh comments you utter.

boredom you used as an excuse,
the hurt you've caused,
scars and broken hearts,
tearing them all apart.

be strong,
your tears will fade,
be strong.

this is a little something i wrote for 2 of my closest friends, a silent plea that you both stay strong i heart both you girls.

2006-03-30T11:15:00.000+08:00

it's been a day after the operation and i'm munching on farley's rusk baby biscuits and mashing up my food.tragic.but farley's rusk baby biscuits are good and yummy.

i can;t open my mouth that wide but i can see some bloody stitches right at the back of my gums.the doctor said my recovery is fast,that's the plus point.praise the lord.just found it irritating when i woke up and couldn't speak as there was gauze in my mouth and blood in my throat.i wanted to cough it out so badly.i missed dave and was hugging his "weird looking creature" that he gave me to remind me of him.rahh, this is tragic.

anyhow, school's gonna commence anytime soon so back to the books.ally and shannon would be there (: i'm grateful

2006-03-28T22:12:00.000+08:00

so i've done quite abit, changed the layout i did it at work today.updated profile, added a counter.quite pleased, comments?

I MISS DAVE and he's going for 7 day camp and my operation is at 730am tml and i'm the first patient.if anything happens I LOVE DAVE,really DO.

xoxoxo

2006-03-27T14:58:00.000+08:00

How to make a simone

Ingredients:

5 parts jealousy

5 parts courage

5 parts empathy

Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little sadness if desired!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

2006-03-27T11:14:00.000+08:00

take my hand,
bring me closer and closer to you.

tears shed,
fights unending,
nothing matters when i'm with you.

bring me closer and closer to you,
the one i can;t love without,
it's you.

2006-03-27T11:02:00.000+08:00

yesterday

dad got his new car (: anyhow i went to taka after 9am mass to munch munch then i had to go to forever 21 to buy tops. i got the tickets for the topshop fashion show already but i'm worried i'll swell up after the sickening op. I SAW wai thien at taka selling hot dogs,really hilarious! but my sister said it was yummy.good good, his cooking skills are working.i realised it's been so long since i met my pals and all.

i headed to the gym after that ran for 1 hour, then i swam with lynn, then we went to the jacuzzi and steam pool plus i went to the sauna too.AND WHILE I WAS SHOWERING goodness, i nearly blacked out and fainted i told lynn and ran out without conditioning my hair! duh,i was freaking out. sat down after that my vision was like black and stuff kept trying to calm down after a while it faded.i went to the deli to grab fruits.

parents said i was low on glucose cos i only ate that prata sausage thingy + 4 mini cheese sausages for breakfast and skipped lunch and exercised my lungs out.totally fatigue.thank god.DINNER! i ate bloody much, went to jerry's pork ribs, clam chowder, deep fried mushrooms, calamari, brownie with ice cream, lime sherbet,grilled dory fish,mango smoothie! ok, i didn;t eat all that myself. ahah! thank goodness i'm alive! this is retarded.

2006-03-25T16:12:00.000+08:00

tormented scars of
bleeding lips peirced,
who am i now?
who are you now?

i need to hold you close,
cradle me.
security.

bet dave is angry with me, he hasnt message me yet it's been hours.
gloomy me was tired last night and cranky and gloomy i don;t know.
the gig was a little too much post-hardcore.i just don;t feel good.

2006-03-23T21:37:00.000+08:00

when nobody hears you,

you'll be safe here.

2006-03-21T14:27:00.000+08:00

dave woke me up at around 6.30, then i rushed and met him at prata house BUT sadly the place was under renovation so we decided to settle for vegetarian bee-hoon.yums.i did up his popcorn box and filled it up with skittles,m'n'm s, and MORE skittles, hope he likes it, the box was really pretty.

i'm at work now, ran to woke and i was 15 mins late haha cos i hopped on the train with honey buns and got off and RAN for my life,i need to run more.bah.well, i'm hoping sherri's doing fine after all the talking last night with me and ally.poor her la, my heart really goes out to her, stay strong girl.

3 hours more till work's over,ally's not at work today so i'm b-o-r-e-d and r-o-t-t-i-n-g.thankfully,i'm not dying like yesterday cos i was so bloody tired and lethargic.melts-

better go, i'll load a picture of dave;s popcorn box,pretty box that is when i get back home.

rip - tear- x

2006-03-19T19:26:00.000+08:00

doesn;t it look fierce?

2006-03-19T19:08:00.000+08:00

woke up at 8am to get to church, went for 9 am saw ashley,aileen-o,brendan.smiles* it's been long since we've met and stuff.rahh!

went for breakfast at han's with claudia,amanda and parents didn;t finish up was kinda full.i really think my stomach is crazy sometimes i get so bloody hungry then i dont eat much.weird huh?

daddy bought his new phone nokia 6280 i think.

met honey-buns at 1.30 plus plus suppose to go on the speedboat thingy, but the sea was choppy and they said they didn;t want to compromise the quality of the ride bahabahabaha shit.doesn't matter anyway cos i still enjoyed myself.we went to see dogs after that at pasir ris his dad drove us there. he wants the husky, i think it looks kinda fierce but bah its a guard dog i'm more a mini tini wini dog person! had drinks after that and his parents drove me back.real good day, happy to have met him. grins-

i heart him, alot.

2006-03-18T21:37:00.000+08:00

ok so working life is busy. no time to update ok i'm talking rot, cos i'm just freaking lazy to get my butt on the freaking comp and update this thingy.anyhow work been ok, went for a shoot for the APL advertisment, then went the following day to meet up with a digtal imaging person so i was observing some photoshop stuff and tricks.shutterbug! (:

well today meet honey buns at plaza sing and had a g8 lunch and jalan with him. rahh.
i'm happy, really.
and i;m too lazy to write on.

2006-03-03T22:12:00.000+08:00

finally got my blog up and working though i think it's still quite screwed did the layout this morning.sigh fcuking worried right now over some stuff.VERY worried,paranoid,nervously dying.but dave was here so it made things better but i was kinda pissing him off i tink cos i lament so much and worry so much.anyhow, the links are not up yet,gonna do it soon.

checkers

2006-03-03T17:38:00.000+08:00

blog is quite screw.
fcuk.

2006-03-03T14:38:00.000+08:00

JOB
yes yes i FINALLY got a job with y and r, young and rubicam an internationally known advertising firm this is temporary kinda thing one month i start on tuesday 10.30.my my so fast.time to get creative! (: i'm happy.

OPERATION-29 MARCH
i'm being a brave girl, yes yes gonna remove all 4 of my wisdom teeth at one go, gonna be under GA and argh..the thought of it sucks like crap.what if i DIE! man..drama me.ok, the post op syndromes 1. loss of appetite 2.change in taste 3.unable to move mouth ETC.scary shit.wish me all the best, pray!

SO FAR
things have been going on good, went out yest with dave watched wolfcreek.good show k? damn good, but quite very bloody it's no woder it's nc16 with fingers chopped off.gruesome,bloody but it's all good.Had carl's jn for dinner, yums can't believe i was missing out so bloody much.shared the bacon and beef burger with the curry fries and the other criss cross fries.YUMS! (: well, gonna start work soon and i'm gonna miss hanging around and rotting at home and seeing dave.suppose to head down to i models next monday but tsk..i'm still lazy and doubting.I NEED TO GO SHOPPING, rahh. ant more clothes and stuff and shoes.there's no end la, i know its bad. me and dave came up with a plan to save moneeey instead so i must try to keep to it!:) Oh plus plus i'm confirmed chop guarantee going into temasek poly (visual communications) quite happy PLS tag me if you're going too, really hope see you guys(nat, heider, shannon) there!

BLAH lazy to write on. ×

2006-02-26T22:27:00.000+08:00

randomsurvey-i'mBORED!

1. First Name: simone
2. Were you named after any anyone? my mum's friend's daughter? i dont know!
3. Do you wish on stars? no,i believe in god.
4. Which finger is your favourite? my right pinky
5. When did you last cry? 16 feb or was it 15? i cry alot, damn
6. Do you like your handwriting? guess it's alright
7. What is your favourite lunch meat? urr..beef,depends.
8. Any bad habits? being weird and mental and different.messing up time!
9. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf? who cares?
10. If you were another person, would you be friends WITH you? maybe,can't say i'm THAT BAD.
11. Are you a daredevil? at times
12. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? gulity.
13. Do looks matter? yes to a certain extent and if you say no, you're a liar.
14. Have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid? guess so
15. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? haven;t seen one just yet will tell u though!
16. Do fish have feelings? they dun make smiley and sad faces! at least i haven;t seen one
17. Are you trendy? not for me to say.
18. How do you release anger? scream and cry and cry and cry.
19. When was the last time you laughed so hard your stomach hurt? cant rmb
21. What was your favourite toy as a child? liliac, my teddy left in australia..
22. What class in school do you think is totally useless? CME - DUH!
24. Have you ever been on radio or television?nah.
25. Do you keep a diary? other than ths blog, i've got a seperate diary dave gave me (:
26. Do you use sarcasm a lot? not exactly
27. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? yep
28. What do you look for in a guy/girl? my boyfriend.
29. What are your nicknames? ruth,mon,mon-ee,SEMEN
30. Would you bunjee? hell ya!
31. Do you un-tie your shoes when you take them off? too lazy
32. What are you worried about right now? alot.
33. Do you ever wear overalls? ecks,no
34. Do you think that you are strong? fragile.
35. What's your favourite ice cream flavor? cookie dough-ben and jerry's
36. Whats your favourite colour/s? ALL.
37. What are your least fav. things in the world? having my sis BUG me.
38. How many wisdom teeth do you have? ALL FOUR (X
39. Are you in love with anyone? beams* my bf
41. Who do you miss most right now? dave

2006-02-21T20:22:00.000+08:00

it's been pretty hard on me,his paranoia his insensitivity and it's me that caused every single bit.yes,me.i'm scared for the future, scared about myself and he should know.I'm trying but yet i'm failing to replace that insecurity cause i dashed all hopes.rendering it broken.it's been so hard for me.i feel choked,torn whatever.

god, help me.

2006-02-20T21:01:00.000+08:00

You're special
You're like a rocket through me
Ohh, you're special
You're a rocket to me
And I cannot this time

Agarina

You can't say no

Agarina

This time you will go
You're special
You're like a rocket through me
Ohh, you're special
You're like a rocket to me
And I cannot this time

There's a taste that you can't shake
But you can't seem to let them go away
I know you're special
You're a rocket to me
At this suprised
all the time
I know what you said to me
And I don't care at the same time
But i'll take you up and down
Address it to you
Honey bee

I know what you said to me
And I don't care at the same time
And what do you stay to do?
I saw the worse of you

- Mew

2006-02-16T22:08:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling like crap really, feel like murdering myself.
suffocating until i foam and collapse on the cold ground.dead

vent your anger on me,please
i know it's my fault
vent and try to tear me apart

fcuk you
fcuk you bitch
stupid dumb ass

rendering me but all i ever did
was stand and let things just take place
withstand,consume.

can you see that?

2006-02-16T14:22:00.000+08:00

last night was dreadful stayed up crying my ass off, hurt,torn,demented what not.tragic like always,really think i'm hopeless at times.ponned school today.

the ciggarettes in between your fingers
the crying of my heart
i wish you could feel my pain.

my bare hands suffering from the result
the tears i now can't swollow
it's consuming me eternally.

the regret i feel is no use
i did it purely out of love
i wanted to free you
but instead i strangled your guts.

2006-02-16T14:07:00.000+08:00

14 february
today was the most perfect v day ever (: well woke up at around 11 nish to meet him then i went to pass him his ENORMOUSLY big v day card.We headed to shop and makan after that went to dhoby to have mos burger.THEN SHOPPING at bugis,bugis st,tamp mall and lastly settled for changi airport for dinner.i thought he arranged dinner at first but he said all of the restaurants were like booked and stuff so we settled for swensens.had quite alot of food and ended with his favourite banana crumble with ice cream that sizzles.then we slowly took the mrt back to orchard and slacked around at fareast waiting for bellio.then headed back, bel stayed over.Glad i talked so so much to davey and really enjoyed myself.

2006-02-13T18:58:00.000+08:00

hellohello!
MI photos have been uploaded you will find in in my random page (:

2006-02-13T17:54:00.000+08:00

ok so a new year causes for a REVAMP.well hope it looks alright, leave your comments! i know i haven;t been a good blogger this few months RAHH okok ya whatever well at least i'm back and not being miss ULU ULU.anyhow, tml is valentine's day rahh happy/sad? i don't exactly know yet,we'll see.

STRESSING over? o level results yes yes so pissy.results were out on the 10th!! yes yes i did so so lah fifteen.well,i still plan to get into VCS in temasek poly though my parents were like why dun go JC and all that crap.well, now 3 days off school really missing those friends of mine in MI.*crazydances!TIME FLIES 3 weeks with them and zoom o level results are out and now selections!!goodness?

argh, tired to type on.

BLEAH

2005-10-22T10:36:00.000+08:00

feel so fat.
crap.

2005-09-10T23:51:00.000+08:00

today's my 11th month, feels sad though. spent the morning together though, talked laughed, spent time.guess i'm kinda doing a sucky job cos' of my no time thingy. made him the surprise but didn't give it to him yet, bet he's upset and all.wished there was more than 24 hrs in a day man, i mean THERE'S NO TIME TO BREATHE.gosh.muggin and all, can't stand it really,it stinks.after prelims i'm gonna go shopping and partying lyk mad for a few days and get back into dull old study mood for o preps.miss so many people n stuff, church, photography,gigs, him..

well, youth mass today was kinda weird.i dunoe,just felt that way. was shivering though and i was bloody unlucky. the pew fell on my foot while i was kicking and trying to place it up and it fell right on my toe instead.loser man. then next,silly wooley, walking and talking to majiee and all and bom* i knocked onto a lamp post. bruised all over.tsk-sheer bad luck.

anyway, i'll dot this down here.(if he ever sees it well this is for u)

thanks for the 11 months of long journey, seriously it's been hills of ups and downs, squabbles yet we stand here today.well, just wanna tank u so very much for being a good friend,a close friend, a best friend,my shoulder to lean on,my listening ear,my bf.journeying through the rough times can never be without forgiveness.love u.*hugs. AND! thanks for the cute burberry perfume. (X

2005-08-20T22:34:00.000+08:00

class 6

2005-08-20T22:29:00.000+08:00

class 5

2005-08-20T22:26:00.000+08:00

class 4

2005-08-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

class 3

2005-08-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

class photo 2

2005-08-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

photos collage 1

2005-08-09T11:25:00.000+08:00

happy national day. well, last night was a pretty long night.tears and all that, was just really broken.but it's ok now.anyhow today's gonna be quite a day.we're having a family partee(mum's side), popiah, satay and that bao thingy.then, we'll watch the fireworks and play bingo and let time pass us by, sounds awesome to me. slack slack slack. argh.i'm so tired nowdays, really duno whyyyy.guess i'm just being a BUM.

wishlist :konica minolta dynax 5D with anti-shake technology.
6.1-million effective pixel CCD
2.5 inch LCD monitor

2005-07-22T17:35:00.000+08:00

ME AND BELLIO - i'm a little indian gurl (:

2005-07-22T17:34:00.000+08:00

us! (: racial harmony day

2005-07-17T15:30:00.000+08:00

POLLUTE MY SKIN WITH THESE. (:

2005-07-17T15:29:00.000+08:00

top from left: ashley,b chai,paul bottom from left :maj,ailleen,me,nick

2005-07-17T15:27:00.001+08:00

LOVE ME BUTCH

2005-07-17T15:27:00.000+08:00

me.majella and aillen (: pouts.

2005-07-17T15:26:00.000+08:00

SET FOR GLORY. kinda blur. my bad skills.

2005-07-17T15:25:00.000+08:00

asri and his funny friends with ciggarettes all over.

2005-07-17T14:59:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY
this week is fcuking AWESOME, cos of baybeats.met so many peeps there! (: ASRI and his friends whom were super funnyyyyyyy! *smiles.heider,ed,joshua tang,met up with nick,chris chai,b chai,majiee,aillen-o,nat,ashley,john,paul,shane- i tink sorry if i get it wrong,shannon,cyn and her friend ex-deyian,gillian,jem,samuel and dex were missing in the crowd!lols. and lyk so so many people. goodness.anyway, i was hyper lyk shit.i swore i could have jumped around lyk some nuthead. meet some new people who are totally awesome from WMUM - forgot their names though.

anyhow here goes! set for glory started out with quite a bang. they were good.then i slacked with asri and his friends, we took some dumb pictures together that turned out really hilarious.then we squashed yourself thru LOVE ME BUTCH.AWESOME man.the crowd was wild.everyone was raising their hands up and stuff.good crowd.then we watched vertical rush - darn, vina! wasn;t there! haha.girl, u missed it.rahh. then we headed back to the arena for SURREAL.gosh. they kicked ass, everyone in the center was moshing and kicking around, and some got taken awaya by security.and before that of cos' BRANDSTON.chris wallie was missing then, he kinda dropped it.but luckily that guy i met earlier on found it, can't rmb his name though. saviour.lols.lucky chris! rahh.OH YA! furniture was darn good man the bg music was awesome.

I SKIPPED DINNER AND LUNCH cos i'm fat. argh* but the weird part is that i aint even hungry.lols.rushed home after that walked darn fcuking long, had no taxis around man.seriously.so we called a cab then we squashed into it and got killed by the driver cos it was 5 people.so they fetched me back and went for supper.thanks chai for the cab.feel so darn broke after spending darn alot on merchandise man.bought buttons and more and more, and a shirt from wakemeup.i'm happy.but i kinda got skrewed by my parents darn badly after that for the late hours.who gives a shit.

2005-07-09T13:00:00.000+08:00

this week was pretty lax.well, i got really tired as the week went by.. i wanted friday to arrive so so bad.had the carrer forum on thursday and it was kinda so-so i was doozing off during the first part, should have wore working clothes, but i guess we were all kinda shy and all that crap.saturday's finally here,going to grand's for her birthday celebration.lotsa food (X i made curry puffs for her yesterday with mum.well, i bought my new sketch book.maybe i'll post up sketches in time to come.*roars. gtg mug..

2005-07-02T14:58:00.000+08:00

tuning: new order-someone like you

shucks.feel so wasted.getting grounded like this isn't fun. my social fun is like zero.fcuked up.
school's been ok, i mean i've been doing work and my mum keeps nagging that i'm slacking so bloody much. i just feel so sleepy and exhausted and tired.roars.leave me alone.i duno how to face dee any longer..i hope he'll understand. i mean i really don't mean fo all these kinda things to happen.maybe? maybe not he will? i duno.. really don't..

gtg do work.

2005-06-24T16:01:00.000+08:00

i just finished with claudia's blog.
rahh.it was tiring.
check it out:
claudia

2005-06-23T16:59:00.000+08:00

don't miss the biggest highlight this year.
BAYBEATS 2005.
a must go.
see u there.

15 Jul 2005 (Fri), 8.00 PM
16 Jul 2005 (Sat), 5:30 PM
17 Jul 2005 (Sun), 4.00 PM

2005-06-21T16:27:00.000+08:00

PROFESSOR DE CLAUDIA *beams. she looks too cute..

2005-06-21T16:26:00.000+08:00

some guys are too hot to exist. (X

2005-06-21T15:53:00.000+08:00

father's day breakfast - 1st course, yoghurt sprinkled with fruits and nuts

2005-06-21T15:42:00.000+08:00

friday
CHOCOLATE PARADISE (:

saturday
studied the whole afternoon. shack.
met him at 6+. then we rushed to bugis to get father's day pressies and stuff. he looks so cute in formal wear. * grins.then we rushed down to indoor stadium by taxi.pretty cool but landed up in an argument cos i couldn't stay.was really quite sad.. parents la! the pck was quite ok, after all that critics saying so much. i duno - i felt it was ok. i mean it was supposed to be lame right-o? rahh.sad though..wish i could have stayed.

sunday
trg was kinda easy.poor lynn dear sprained her foot again during her trg.*hugs.well..i dunoe feel sad being grounded the entire week. deeeeeeeeeeeeeee.......

2005-06-15T11:35:00.000+08:00

a good song

finer lights and fairytales - whence he came

finer lights and their brilliance,
a sea of inspiration,
flood these fairytales.
and this story you've reduced to a cover and
a premature conclusion
boasts the greatest ever told.

reading between the lines is difficult,
when you only notice pictures..
painted opinions, bleeding white.
passing glances are crippling,
the shorter story,
has her written off
and left for lost.